belated valentines

act i forgot to updated my blog for valentines.:P hehee. on friday , 13.02.2009 , i received 10 clips of dedication. its a lot compare to other people. act ppl , my mom bought 31 for her friends. haha. so the next day , on the valentines , 14.02.2009 , i have not receive anything. so i startes wondering what happened , i coudnt bother much . on 16.02.2009 , we ALL [i mean the afternoon sessions] are suppose to receive all . but not even one of the seniors pass those dedication to us . when i went back , my mom shouted at me. i coudnt say anything , i express it with just tears . the next day 17.02.2009 . the pressure on me has gone ! i received 40 clips . and then,,,,,, the happiest thing happened in my life , my daughter sent me forrero . at first i didnt know who was it from. so i read the lil paper on that chocolate , if i have not mistaken , 'i love you to death babe .' from lalala .so i was like '..........' no one else in this weired world tells me that besides her. so i asked her .but her respon was funny . looking left and right , her eyeballs are moving everytime . and that suspicious smile on her cute face. i knew it was from her.she keep on denying . but at last she admit. hehe . ILY ain !!

i love him

Friends are friends forever together 'till the end.

You promised me that you would always be my friend.

One day something changed I'm not sure what it was.

I lost you on that day and the reason was because it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight.

And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right.

We went our separate ways.

This went on for days and days.

I made new friends and you made yours,but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours.

Times got really tough,my road of life was, oh, so rough.

I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day,but the kind that will always and forever stay.

Memories were all I had and just the thought of them made me sad.

I cried every night wondering how to make it right.

I wish you could erase that day and that fight.

Would you please forgive me?

I don't know where to start.

It hurts me so bad to have this hole in my heart!

I don't want our friendship to totally end.

I need you!

You are my best friend!

So can we make a promise to stay together 'till the end?

A vow to each other to ALWAYS be BEST FRIENDS?

run baby run don't ever look back !

haha:P this monday ade merentas desa but mngenal trek je.ak smangat shiud! tk tau npee , after school, abt 5.45 i started jogging at butterfly park , obviously everyone must warm up first. if org tu tk warm up , 101% kejang punye !! so theres where pbsm is functioning. haha. time ak da start jog , ak nmpk soank guy nii.deya dak indon ke ape tah ?![who cares] for sure deya 102% tak handsome ! yg ak ingt deya nga dok nan mmbe deya at one place . first round , deya pndang. second roound deya snyum . third round deya suro mmbe deya pndg . fourth round deya ckp hai . ak da start geli da . ak ckp nan bpak ak. deya nmpk mke bpak ak mara . deya larii cm ayam . ak gelak kwat gle. smpai boys yg maen basketball sume pndg . haha ! pas tu jog one more round , nmpak mif nan ank buah deya. engt an adek deya . chumil glee !! lpas tego da blek daa . gy msg nan b . haha . ily b ! happy valentine's !! muah muah !

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i was taken on 12th February 2009 . his name is b. [of coz la name btol bukan b .]sweet giler deya ! walaopon deya agy mude dri ak about 6 months , agy puteh dri ak , (ak itam pon coz ak join marching,kalo tak ak puteh !) and agy pndek dri ak (kott?) ntah laa . tk pena stand beside him pon . dari taon lpas saw him at tuition for maths and science , ak tgk mamat nii , bole than jugak . but dlam ati ak , deya mesti da de awek . so just forget it lar , soon , ak join tuition bm , nampak deya jugak . then ak cam . oww . bdak nii join gak err . hmm . time tuu ak single , but tak pena tpikir nk couple . then ttbe on public holiday . i guess it was on thaipusam , deya anta msg . then ak tak knal so ak just delete msg tuu . later on , my friend baru pindah from acs to my school , he was talking abt b . then ak tak sangke plak deya rpat nan b . haha ,soon , ak dpat blek num deya . bwat pe agy lpas dpt num deya, msti aa msg, lame lame couple . the end . haha, now , valentine's day , tk dpt jmpe deya coz both of us budak baek , gy skola. he is sweet !! so i wanna dedicate this song to him .

*not to my ex.but my boy's good friend ,*
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed
You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test
He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would d
oIf you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes
Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

destroyed

the crew that i joined in my whole entire life has been destroyed by some misunderstanding , what could it take ?? the readers outside there , your friends are always your friends . not betrayers !! believe them ! they build other group with other ppl . they dont even care how we feel . heart broken . its worst then after breaking up with a guy . i dont know what exactly what they feel . or maybe they dont have feelings anymore ! the worst part , the person sits besides me was in that new group . i was like , .........................

deya yang ku respect .

Ak mmpnyai dad yg sporting . but deya ‘angin’ . that means cam keling .
example :


Anne : daddy , can you fetch me to the mall , I am going with ainsha and more smarties . I don’t need you to give me money . cause I saved quite a lot ,
Dad : ok . what time ?
Anne : 1.00 p.m.
*after one hour , 12.00 p.m. *
Anne : let’s eat something light before we go .
Dad : woii , go where ??
Anne : u said I am allowed to go jj an hour ago .
Dad : that is an hour ago . now I say no .
Anne : why ???!!
Dad: I say no means no!
Anne : fine !
*I slammed the wooden door and tell everyone I coudnt attend , but I was the organizer !*

That’s angin . now sporting !! deya always with my friends , yang tak kenal pon snyum , lambai tgn mcm miss universe , bhahaha . kalao tgk parents pelajar laen mane de cam dad ak . arii tu [ 7.01.2009 ] ari sukan , ak de kawad , must be at stadium sultan sulaiman at 6.00a.m. deya sggop anta ak . mmg la all parents sggop anta , but dad ak keje sndiri an one smaill company . dulu tige oank keje . now no more . dari klang pegi pj almost everyday anta barang , anta sample , gaji tak banyak cam bapak kaw . da 43 taon . back bone not strong enough nak dok kete anta barang . deya anta ak nan adik ak skola , adik ak skola pagi , ak ptg , tusyen mlam agy . its like a driver . ak offer diri ak just naek bus , deya tak kasi , sbb deya tau ak tak tahan panas . mom ak tak de , deya offer bwak ak nan adik ak tgk movie , mkan kat mcD . time kat mcD tige oank mmekak . sume pandang , manager da pndang slek da. Bhaha , pas tu aiskrim yg ak bli kan tok deya jatoo . nenek kt sbela meja tgelak , mmg tak bole lupe ar time tuu .
Arii ni time mom ak tak de , ktoank gy mkan , ak pkai slua pndek nan bju sprots , my dad ckap I look like a maid . so ak diam , ak order mkanan paling mahal kat citu , bia deya baya.muahaha ,jaat jaat . :P

pnas the baran .

da ak hot . bule agyy deya anta msg , 'i da visit blog u , and bukan womanizer,nape u ngn *** gado?cite sket meyh.' perghh ! p/s : ko da bace blog ni , tolong stfu ! kalo ko terase ko pegi la complain kat brand new latest model pnye awek . ke kat ex ex ko tu , ak ckap psl ko . pegi laa . dipersilakan !!!!!

lesbo ak plak , ptus chentaaa . sjak 10.01.2009 , i don't believe in love . tak tau arr npw . but definately not because after breaking up with the last ex . deya syg giler ouwh kat bdak tuu . deya just suke aty bpak je anco an aty lesbo ak . plan suda ade di dalam otak ku , muahaha . tgk aa ko ajie , ak wat pe kat ko , so the kesimpulan is , FAKHRUR RADZI , watch out .

but lesbo , ak syg ko arr , ko jgn sediyh sgt . ko tak paya idop nan deya . ak cukup . bhaha .jantan tu tak penting ouwh . bia je aa deya ngn betine mane , janji ko happy . ko de fmily ko , jerry , mat , tyra , we will always be there for you .

lesbo

sumpa kami lesbo partner and bff . deya caring sal ak , ak caring sal deya . deya mom ak . ahaha . lintas jalan raye deya tarik tangan ak . tak pena miss pnyee . ahaha . oww ! lupe introduce . nor ainsha ****** bt zulkifili . deya tak suke org pggil third name deya . coz its funny . hahaa . not super funny laa . bhaha . deya tinggi ouwh . :P kami nk bwat pe ponn same same . having fun all the time . deya popular tak mcm awek kao bodoo ! :DD

hurts

okay.here it goes. *tears falling* there's this guy , name dye ak tak mo sbot la . dye ex ak . (so wut ?!) dye rpat gle nan mmbe ak . gurl one and gurl two . time couple ak tak kesah laa an . name ponn besties . tak pena skali pon pk laen . then klesh . then dye with his ex . dye call gune public mane tah call ak malam malam . dangerous ouwh . my parents pantang . so its like anytime the bom will *baa boommm !* so demi dea ak sggup aa . and i didn't tell him that . bia an jee . gayot nan ak lame la jgak . story psl prob dea . ak and gurl one tlibat ,. bfore that jantan tuu ckap dye nk ak blek and dea syg ak gle gle . the next night , he story psl a gurl yg dea syg gle vavii . ak pon heran . (asl laki nii syg bnyk gurl aa?womanizer kerr ?) dea tak nak gtaw ak sape . he gave me hint . so i tnye gurl two . she said its gurl one . ak tak heran aa . psal dea rpat an ,, so ak just wat derk aa . then ak tnye jantan tuu blek . dye tlepas ckp . so ak mcm ,,, wow . ok . mmg tak salah ar an . suddenly gurl one not talking to me anymore . ak tak bwat salah ponn kene jgak . ape salah ak arr ? ble tnye besties gurl one tuu , doank ckp tak tau tak tau . ak d tau da , gurl one tuu suro they all shadap pnyee . hot tuu mmg aa hot . da rpat glee . and now satu shit ponn tak nak ctee . later on , gurl two said ; jantan call , dea cite ak nan eka dingin jee . dea gelak and he proudy laugh and said i tak da perasaan pon diorang gado . padahal punce nye dea ! babi toll . darii 55% ak hot da jdii 99% hot . sjak arii tu ak da janji ak tak akn contact jantan tu lgii . gurl one da lame tak ckap nan ak . dye terasa , tak pk plak prasaan ak . ak mangse plak . sampai skunk gurl one not talking to me .